Its been forever since Ive written anything...anywhere. I used to write so religiously but now Ive let the hectic world take up my time and I have had none to myself. I dont know where to start really only to say that my life has changed quite a bit since the last time I wrote in here. I am considering changing my life even more but it scares me. I ( Read more... )

.......wash em all down....not was em all down.....

The more I think about it, the more I know this place is not me. I dont think it ever was but it was home, for a while. I want to be closer to where I came from. I want to swim in lakes that are actually warm, where the temp. reaches 80 not 50 where they drink tea the way I like, where lightening bugs are caught in mason jars, where I can hear the ( Read more... )

If you want to know about how he is doing, by all means ask HIM dont ask me, the girl he 'dated' if you want to call it that more than seven %^^@%^&*^* months ago. Get a clue, get a life, get his phone number, I dont want to be reminded of...all of that. Im reminded anyways everytime I walk into that building and see everyones face, but his. And ( Read more... )

This post is for one person in particular, to allow him to save some face I'll be civil and let you remain anonymous ( Read more... )

God I feel like hell tonight ( Read more... )

From the very first moment I saw you ( Read more... )

Recent events have led me to believe I am not in control of my life. Duh, you may say. To that I skoff in your general direction. I plan, it falls through ( Read more... )

Oh piss. I need a vacation.

I got myself another job and a plan to leave this place within months, have nothing to tie me down but emotional ties to this place. I watch a tear fall down her cheek as I tell her its not a big deal but she tells me it is, that ive never left her before and she wonders if Ill come back again. And I wonder why this bond is so strong how I hate to ( Read more... )