Sweet innocence endears to me. The thought of you can make me weak. I awake with a smile upon my face and am amazed at your never ceasing grace. I think if you were the one, I'd be happy unconditionally. Your lips spread into a smile and then you look at me. And I wonder what's behind those eyes. What are you thinking behind that smile. If I could ( Read more... )

I stare at this blank page, wanting to write something beaustiful. something inspired...but I fear I am too tired. I wroked way too much in the last 2 days-doesnt sound like much-2 days-that is but when you figure that your standing up and walking around more than our sitting or laying or sleeping in a 48 hour period--it's not cool. Enough about ( Read more... )

Another long day today...I think I am getting sick-thanks hoochie and casey!! I've been doing homework off and on all day-want to do really well in these classes so am taking myself much more seriously this quarter-kind of frightening. They are playing some pretty cool music at Starbucks all of the sudden which is nice, a nice variety-it goes well ( Read more... )

Long day...tired and hungry. All I need right now is Swingers, my sweats,and sleep...maybe some tea-iced of course ( Read more... )

"I never knew lonliness until I discovered a happiness worth missing".

So just when I feel that my life is in order-I have to start worrying about money--again. I have too many bills, I just paid for tuition for school and so once again there is no moving out money or paying for the rest of my car money. money,money,money-I am SOOO sick of worrying about money. Can't I live without the burden of finances? Perhaps I ( Read more... )

I just saw that movie at the movie store today and was reminded about how funny it was.(Rushmore that is). I didnt have to work today which was quite lovely. I got to sleep in and then go to Starbucks and get my iced mocha made for me-mmmmmmm. It was definitly a Coldplay day,accompanied by a little 80's lunch hour music at noon. It was a good day ( Read more... )

As it gets to be closer to Juli's birthday I look back to all of our memories and feel blessed that she is my best friend, life without her would be completely dull. I swear we are sisters, its crazy how people come into your life and you instantly click with them, we've been that way since day one, in our ninth grade science class when I told her ( Read more... )

"come up to meet you
tell you Im sorry
you dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you
tell you I miss you
tell you I set you apart
Nobody said it was easy
oh,its such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
but no one ever said it would be this hard
take me back to the start"
-"the scientist, Coldplay"

I just wrote an entry that was once again bitching about life and its irony and its bullshit and its ups and downs and how I have NO control over it but at the moment Im sick of bitching. I know I cant control life's twists and turns, its not like I can stop certain things that have gone on lately or turn off my feelings like a switch-so why bitch ( Read more... )