Tomorrow morning I'll get up, get dressed, and get out of South Carolina for two weeks. I honestly can't wait. I want to be away from here so bad, I can't possibly describe it. I'm so stressed out here and my body can't take much more of this. I hurt from head to toe. I haven't been myself for nearly 3 weeks. I feel like I'm falling apart and there ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here, drinking hot tea, basically listening only to the occasional page turn by Mack and the constant tapping of my fingers on the keys. Its funny how much you start to think when you have absolutely nothing to do. First of all, I'm really nervous about this semester coming to an end. In high school, if you were screwing up, you always ( Read more... )

Ben Davis is so hot. So incredibly amazingly hot. I think he should come visit me in Charleston, sometime quite soon. :D Hizzah

What do you do when your past comes out of nowhere and taps you on the shoulder? What if you swore you would never go back down that path? What if it was so amazing, that you can't say no? Are you supposed to say no? Fight it? I thought I was over this, over him, finished. But apparently, its not over. I was so happy that I hadn't heard from him, ( Read more... )

So I freaked out. I'm okay lol. Now I'm going to relax and tell a little about my life. No I'm not going to go into details about why I made the entry preceeding this ( Read more... )

So, you know how you are positive that the worst is NOT gonna happen. There's no way that its true. And yet, there's that little voice in the back of your mind that says, "Yeah but what if.." well I'm stuck there right now. What if I really did fuck up this time. I mean there's no way to go back and change it if I did. I mean there is, but its not ( Read more... )

So Mexico and the cruise in general was amazing. I had a blast. Met some of the most incredible people, ate fabulous food, didn't get completely trashed but got to watch the other retards fall and puke, sang every night and even sang on the big stage.. I had the time of my life ( Read more... )

So I graduated last night. I honestly didn't expect to be as happy as I was. I mean I was sure I'd be excited but, I had some stupid smile plastered to my face the whole night. I of course talked the whole time. I was antsy. I think what made my night complete was the fact that Evan came. He drove 2 1/2 hours through rain and exhaustion to see me. ( Read more... )

He wants me to go with him to Italy.

I don't know what to say. I'm speechless

Have you ever just clicked with someone? I mean you practically just met them and everything seems right? I really don't know how to explain it. I met this guy. We sat around for a couple of hours, in perfection. Everything about him is something that I've been longing for. Of course he would live 2 and a half hours away. He's the kind of guy that ( Read more... )