Well, I had an MRI this morning. Not the great part. Then from like 2:30 until like 9:30 I got to hang out with two of the most awesome guys in the entire world. Oh my frappin' gosh. I had the absolute best time. Andrew Morris and Joey Liptak totally boulder. I can't wait until tomorrow because I get to hang out with them again. AHHH! friggin' ( Read more... )

Emotions. They seem to take off for no apparent reason and drag you along simply because you can't let go. Like getting your foot caught in a stirrup on a bucking stallion. I sit at home or whatever and all of a sudden I am slammed with these thoughts that cause this emotional locomotive. I'm steam rolled and can't focus on anything but these ( Read more... )

LIfe is complicated. I don't understand why things can't just be laid back for a while. I find myself floating along in this crazy little world of mine without much of a care and then I'm just bombarded with decisions and worries. Confusion.

okay. Cheerleading is crazy. I am working my ass off trying to get these girls ready for their first event. I mean we have a jamboree that we have to cheer at on the second day back to school, the day after that, and then another on the next Friday. I don't have time for them to be doing this half-heartedly. I guess I just assume that since I give ( Read more... )

I've been kieeping my entries short. But I mean if nothing happens, what else is there to say. Things that have been on my mind are as follows ( Read more... )

I really just wish that someone would call me. Not just anyone but someone. I am not infatuated again. Don't get the wrong idea, but there are just a certain person that would raise my spirits right now.

I've been on the phone for another while tonight with Josh. He interests me. He's really cool. Makes me laugh. Got a vehicle. Happy. There. Short, sweet, to the point.

Tomorrow I am supposed to be going to a car auction. That's good news because that means I should be getting a vehicle very very soon. That's all I care about right now.

Let's see. Yesterday I did absolutely nothing. I mean nothing at all. I woke up at like 1 and then stayed in my t-shirt and underwear all day long. *Apologies for the mental image* I got on the net for like ever. That was actually one of the highlights of my day. I talk to Matt's little brother. He's like 14. He's just so sweet. I mean he'll sit ( Read more... )

I saw Matt tonight. We both acted like nothing had ever happened. He is really amazing. Then of course we had battle of the exes when Glenn showed up. That was rather interesting. I'm just glad that me and Matt are still on good terms. I thought it would have been me and only me that stood by that but he's a great guy I should never have ( Read more... )