Well I haven't written in a while...mostly because my life has suddenly turned upside down and I've been trying to fix it ( Read more... )

So I got to talk to him today. At first you could cut the tension with a knife but then i told him there was a lot of stuff I wanted to say to him but I was afraid he'd get pissed and he doesn't need that right now but he told me to say whatever was on my mind. I did and it turned out to not be so bad. I told him he needs to come home, the answer ( Read more... )

   So we broke up. He's going through too much and he's afraid that by getting infatuated with our plans for the future he might get himself killed. He realized all this when he went to change his life insurance policy over to Preston and I. His Sgt. brought this to his attention which pisses me off but then again I completely understand. The way ( Read more... )

I swear he manages to make me fall in love with him more and more every day. We have the weirdest, funniest and most amazing conversations that I wouldn't give up for the world. Just to hear his voice does something to me and I haven't quite figured out what it is yet. And I am so not letting him name our son Lokie. I can't believe he's already ( Read more... )

I'm so glad I met Elyse. I've only known her for about 4 months now but I don't know what I'd do without her. I'm also so excited because her and Jason will be going to Fort Lewis a month or two ahead of us so we'll at least have a friend there. We made plans to go to Hawaii once we get settled in and stay with one of her friends, of course the ( Read more... )

So things are a hell of alot better. I can't go into detail because Becky's over and it's sweltering in here so we're going outside to sit. But yeah needless to say, he called after he got my message and he said I have nothing to worry about. He did admit he thought he'd end up getting back with his ex and then I called and that changed everything ( Read more... )

So I've finally told him somewhat of how I feel. I'm afraid if I tell im too much then he won't want to be with me anymore so I held back. I dunno, it just seems like he keeps pulling away from me which I can understand with what he's going through and I totally get what I deserve for pulling away from him 2 years ago but geez. And I wouldn't let ( Read more... )

I want him home. Simple as that.

I went to the festival tonight and all I could think about was how much I wanted him with me and that I want him home. He's right when he says that this is something I can't deal with very well but shh I'll never tell him it really isn't. What worries me most of all is that I might be a distraction to him and he can ( Read more... )

You Are Ready to Get Married
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Your Relationship is Strong
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