kind of like a support thing because of the boyfriend being deployed and all. I do't have many friends who understand what I'm going through so it helps to have someone know how I feel and what I'm talking about. I'm new to all this stuff so I'm not sure what to expect and hardly know anything about it so maybe this will help. I plan on marrying ( Read more... )

yeah i'm bored. haven't updated in forever. things are updated in my myspace. www.myspace.com/needless_to_say

i'm tired. nap soon maybe?

later.

ok so i figured it was time for an update. andy and i are wonderful, infact he told me he loves me today and for the first time in my life i think he's the only one thats actually meant it (well besdies friends and fam) but yeah i'm thinking guys never say it first unless they mean it so he must really mean it which makes it harder for me to leave ( Read more... )

ok well mom finally took me to my doctors today cuz saturday i broke out really bad like my arms and chest and face and such got beat red and all blotchy and it burned really bad so when i got home from the beach my neighbor said his 2 kids had the same thing and they gave them zyrtec for it so i went today and my doc said i have a virus but i'm ( Read more... )

ugh homework...on the other had starting tomorrow i dont have to go to 4th and 5th hrs cuz we get to go bowling all week. ha it should be fun but i'll miss seeing my andy 5th hour *tear tear* mmkay later

i have theeee greatest boyfriend ever!!! be jealous :-D

<3 a.j.m <3

i would post prom pics on here cuz the fam took like 49540959458749 of them but i dont know how, if someone will let me know then i'll do it but yeah prom was fun. i expected it to be i dunno a lot better but it was great none the less. um we didnt do anything after besides go to blazos well now its a coey island on wayne road but yeah chilled ( Read more... )

i'm brushing my teeth right now and getting ready for prom :-D i'm so excited!!!! i hope everything goes good and we have lots -o- fun hehe. party at my house tomorrow night. let me know if you're coming. ok i gotta go get my dress on cuz sarah and everyone will be here soon to take pics. later homies <3

and it doesnt help with my situation cuz i'm exactly that kind of girl ( Read more... )

i knew this would happen i knew it. i told myself not to get attached and that i couldnt possibly get attached and i fucking did. fuck me royaly!!!! so he didn't say but 2 words to me the whole night and when he left early he gave everyone a hug but me and didn't even say bye or anything. well then i asked tj to talk to him and find out some stuff ( Read more... )

i found these lyrics and they're what i'm thinking and how i'm feeling right now ( Read more... )