the one thing that really pissed me off was when he met up with a girl I knew in high school in the middle of the night. What kinda shit was that?
And the worst was he never told me he did. He told me he spoke to her but he never told me he met up with her.
And the lying doesn't end there...

Why did they let him go?
It doesn't make sense...
I could only trust him and now he's gone!
...fuck!

Maybe it's the Red jacket...
I really don't know.

There is another girl, she's the reason why you go to sleep late.

i have problems ( Read more... )

they truly are poetic...
in just the way they hold each other.
*sighs*
love sucks

I hate this,
I hate that he talks with other fucking girls. I hate that i'm the worst in his life.
Fuck this. I hate this. I'm the worst in his life. Why can't he just love me????
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!
shit, why me? what did i do?

I don't think this has ever mattered much before as it does to me now. But I'm not sure what my cultures are. I have an idea of what they are and I try to follow them but I don't think I am my culture. My mother is salvadorean and my dad is mexican. People say I don't talk salvi...whenever did salvi become it's own language. I  sometimes think I ( Read more... )

Nick tried to say hi to me and I ignored him. I completely ignored his existence. I have to do this. Pretend like he doesn't exist. I'm not being cruel, it's just sometimes you have to sacrifice people in your life in order to be happy. I love Luis and in order for our happiness to exist i have to opt out Nick. Nick and I, well we just can not see ( Read more... )

I'm going to die alone aren't I?

...I should just let go now right?