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Dusty cobwebs
Just like those cobwebs that seem to constantly appear, time after time. When I think ive cleaned and cleaned and I spend moments content in my cleanliness....just to realize how things arent as clean as i once thought they were. And in those moments my heart is heaviest. I look around and feel as if I have grown tired of cleaning and progressed ( Read more... ) -
Trying to get me back to ME
It never fails, Life. When its good its good but when its bad man is it bad. Ive been through worse yet some things are different. I find myself not being as sad but more so angry. The counselor said that anger is only a manifestation of other symptoms like my sadness,anxiety,loneliness, dread,worry, just to name a few. The months on the boat just ( Read more... ) -
Who knew id be and where i am today
2011 is nearly over. This year has been forever memorable because of the fact that i leaped off the mountain, ive gone completely crazy and decided to tie myself, my body my heart my soul to one man forever and ever. I cant say i am not surprised. For aslong as i can remember, ive always loved hard. And i knew the second i fell for him that it ( Read more... ) -
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I want my boyfriend RIGHT NOW! And its barely been 2 months. I still have 5 to deal with. Blech, nobody said this would be easy. Its just hard to try and comfort or show appreciation for someone who is millions of miles away. Valentine's, his birthday, i just hope with all my heart i leave here no later than June 10th. SO i can be in SD by July. ( Read more... ) -
holy smokes
i cant wait to be at airport, i cant wait to be boarding, i love flying i loooveeee people watching at aiports. I can't wait to be waiting to get picked up by the fam, i have so much look forward to. I am beyond excited and i cannot wait to share everything i love with him. Cold weather starbucks bagels so much foooddd. I AM FINALLY COMING HOME! -
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Spent my days with a woman unkind, Smoked my stuff and drank all my wine.
Made up my mind to make a new start, Going To California with an aching in my heart.Someone told me there's a girl out there with love in her eyes and flowers in her hair ( Read more... ) -
its amazing
how much chemistry you have with someone even after so much time has past. Millions of miles apart down completely different paths but we are still in sync and we can still talk for hours.
Ah i love being able to talk to people who really know me.
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welcome stephany to adulthood. was not all you thought it would be but here it is. My life ahead of me, my childhood in the past. I want only to be happy and in good company. If i can achieve that everything will fall into place on its own. I am still me, people i meet for some reason always tend to love me. I just need to remember how to love back ( Read more... ) -
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I used to trust so easily. I say what i feel and I really mean it. I think sometimes i say it so often because i need to hear reassurance in return. And lately that need has gotten bigger. I knew there were people out there who said and acted a certain way, who made it seem that they really care, and in a blink of an eye those people changed. I ( Read more... ) -
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i want to go home i want to go home i want to go hooommmeee ( Read more... )