chistmas will always be different. this year it will be just another day. Ill work the day and then ill get out, perhaps go to someones house to eat dinner, not really exchange presents cuz we are all broke. I dont know what to get this guy for christmas and he doesnt really help by saying he wants nothing. I have a few gifts here that ive been ( Read more... )

I said all i could say. I did all i could. I poured out my heart and left my self out there all because i love you and i wished you would have really seen that and realized that it all was too good. Maybe that was it. It was TOO good. For those two hours i really thought you'd change your mind but the look on your face when i told you to be honest ( Read more... )

new things new things. i don't know why i get so bored easily. its a really bad habit.
i will NOT let my twisted mind get the best of me again. In reality when it comes to the basics i couldnt be happier.

a boy who would clean my bathroom is beyond amazing.

almost 20 and its not really a big deal

from work. from the military life. from having no real friends. (in shoulder crying distance ( Read more... )

wanting this perfect little dream life, of keeping this great boy things being even more great after 9 months, then flying off to spain and enjoying my number one goal of traveling with him ( Read more... )

"i miss you every time i leave you, i cant ever put my finger on why you make me feel that way- it'll hit me one of these day ( Read more... )

But hold your breath ( Read more... )

can the smallest thing as a myspace status get me so worked up and worried ( Read more... )

my girls. Well how things USED to be. the unity and actually being in each others life ( Read more... )

thinking about the What ifs ( Read more... )