aw shewt.
stop crying. stop it.

stop.

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I was just informed that we are putting Bailey to sleep on friday.
I leave tomorrow morning at 9 for missouri.
6 years. i've had this pup for 6 years.

i dont know what im going to do.

billy gray is not moving anymore.

i was gonna miss that boy too much.

bailey (my dog. not friend from camp) has cancer.

the other night when i was walkin down the stairs my dad told me he might.
tonight my mom sat me down and told me.

a month or so ago when we had the cancer scare with my mom, i prayed "not her, not her, not her"
i know God gave it Bailey instead

so. me and bailey (best friend from camp/birmingham) have had the most fulfulling two days ever.

yesterday.
car troubles. we were on our way to coldstone. we're stopped at the light at johnsons ferry and lower roswell...and BAM. my car shuts off. like it wouldnt even rev. some guy came and helped us push it off to the side. then a cop came. ( Read more... )

This is the best movie ever. i'm so excited to be this movie. well its deranged though..so i dunno


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so today was me and billys goodbye lunch. ironicly we were at el azteca which is where we went to dinner the first night we were together. just being with him brought back so many of my most incredible memories. no one looks at me the way he does or holds my hand the way he does or kisses me the way he does. time passes, life changes, people come ( Read more... )