...but no one who would care....

Let's just say I've realized who my true friends are...

It hurts to know how much and how long I've been fooled by so many people...

I've lost faith in everything and everyone, Other than myself, my family, and my other 3/4.

Searching for shooting stars. cause there was a meteor shower... Making some wishes. If only wishes really did come true, then maybe there would be something left in life to have faith in ( Read more... )

Well if they are I hope the your getting the same signs I am...

Reminder to self...
Just wait and be patient

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So yeah sometimes you wake up at like 6:00 in the morning after you've been out all night, unable to breath and with chest pains so bad that your thinking your having a heart attack. So then you end up in the emergency room for hours, While they take x-rays of your chest. Just to find out that your rib muscles are all inflamed, because of the ( Read more... )

Whenever I find myself alone, I find myself in tears...

I have almost every reason in the world to be happy, but I just can't be...

What is wrong with me?

remember that quicksand... it's back again ( Read more... )

So the week starts out with me seeing someone, luckily he didn't see me.. BUT it totally sent me through a loop hole. Monday and Tuesday I was dieing from my allergies, so i made a doctors appointment for wednesday... Worked and did and came home to be miserablly sick those two days... Oh tuesday I went to a movie with katie, jenessa and Nikki... ( Read more... )

...but I can't, I don't feel like I have the right to feel this way anymore, I can't let anyone know so I just keep it all bottled up inside and it's beginning to take over me. I can't just ignore it any more and act like it's not there, but at the same time there is absolutley nothing I can really do, with out risking to be hurt even more ( Read more... )

Are to full of mixed emotions to even try to understand,

maybe a good nights sleep full of dreams will unlock what my heart is trying to say...