I've been stressing out majorly over the past few days... And I would take the time to explain if I felt anyone cared to hear... But it would be way to much to sit here and write with no one to care to say anything in response ( Read more... )

...I gave you my number so you'd call...

I'm really terrified of things right now... I'm scared to hurt again, but some how I find myself hoping to hear from you....

So my parents are trying to buy that property which will be really cool cause by next summer we'll have a boat to, and we'll be able to go whenever we want...

The Canadian's thoughts ( Read more... )

ok so I just had this long entry then pressed some buttons now it's completely gone!! sucky ( Read more... )

So I come home and everything is great, but any conversation I have had with anybody he comes up... I really don't want to think about him at all, and I don't really care to know what is going on in his life but some how I know a whole lot of what he is up to. I don't understand why either. Why do I need to know this, is it just supposed to show me ( Read more... )

This morning ( Read more... )

first of ( Read more... )

...I cried myself to sleep for the first time in a long time...

Today...
...I find his voice in my head repeating the most awful things he's ever said...

Why do I have to remember? Why can't he just leave me alone? Why can't I rid my memory of all these painful, heartbreaking moments?

I've had weird feelings about a couple of things lately, Like I have a feeling that someone is thinking something and that they are doing something. And one of those two weird feelings was confirmed when I signed on line today... It makes me wonder if the other one was true but there is no way of confirming it. I'm probably just so caught up in ( Read more... )

Everybody's talkin ( Read more... )