You clinging to me all weekend, only made me realize that's not at all what I want. Jenn's advice was to just turn off my phone... Did it... I was able to relax and figure things out ( Read more... )

...who's saying what or who thinks what ( Read more... )

I'm scared that I'm going to screw this all up, I'm scared to loose your friendship, and I'm scared to trust you. I can't give my heart away again, I'm too scared to get hurt. How can I trust you not to hurt me when I trusted him more than anyone else in the world?

So we sleep together, not just once but twice that night. When we wake up together the next morning I ask you what's going on between us, and you say you don't know you have to think about it... Now I see that you knew the truth then you just didn't say it so you wouldn't have to see me cry. You have no problem taking everything from me then ( Read more... )

I know I'm confused.... But I don't know what I am supposed to be figuring out... It doesn't matter any more, I'm going to sleep and making today not exsist anymore, tomorrow will be better, I'm just going to block it all out, there's nothing to remember, nothing to regret and nothing to hurt me ( Read more... )

I knew what I wanted, why I thought I didn't want it is beyond me, maybe I was just trying to save myself from this pain.

Why do I always realize the opposite of what you realize?

...terrified of what lies ahead...

I thought I knew what I wanted, but now I'm so unsure....

LAST NIGHT~
Neither my head or my heart said no, but today it doesn't seem right..

I'm so confused and don't know what to think

Scared I won't have anyone's approval, so this I'll just keep to myself

I'm so scared I could cry!

...because I just don't understand ( Read more... )

When I see you, I want more than anything to be in your arms ( Read more... )