so i havn't posted in a long time and no probably reads this anymore but i'm bored so here goes ( Read more... )

so i had this dream two nights ago. It was one of those dreams where it was really emotionally intense and I could actually feel it in real life and not just in my dream. I played it off b/c one part of it was really funny but the other part has really been bothering me. I don't really want to say what it was about but it has really been ( Read more... )

life is kinda at a standstill right now...not too much goin on. I bought an ipod shuffle cause my ipod was broke. I AM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD IN 2 1/2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is the highlight of my life right now. so yea...bored most of the time. Work is fun...i like baby matthew he is really cute and amazingly easy. so yea.. i'm out ( Read more... )

i hate school and i'm ready to be done with it ( Read more... )

There is a lot i want to say, but i don't know how to say it. I want to be so happy because i should be, but i'm just not. THere is something keeping me from being as happy as I should be and I think i know what it is but i don't like it. bleh ( Read more... )

good news! my grandafathers cancer is gone! he had incurable untreatable cancer. The doctors told him that if he went through kemo (sp?) it wouldn't help him and it would probably kill him. He couldn't have surgery b/c of his emphazema he can't go under anethsia(sp?). So when he went to the doctor today, he said that it had just disappeared. ( Read more... )

I don't want to be one of those people that fights online...so i've been really pissed off and annoyed lately and if you know why great and if you don't...so what, but if you want to know you can ask me if you really even care cause trust me it isn't that great of a story ( Read more... )

i'm so tired and I hate school and I can't believe midsemester is in like 3 weeks! freakin crazy! i'm scared because i really need to take the gre but i don't want to....what if I fail it and don't even make a 500. I'll just die...fall over dead on the spot...they'll have to drag me out of the testing site...that would be bad. I had a good ( Read more... )

I know I will have another first day in january but i don't think of those first days as FIRST days of the school year. I'm kinda sad that my last first days are over with now for my undergrad life. um...yea math is just gonna be a big pain in my badonkadonk, hes 310 a pain on the left side of my badonkadonk, program evaluation is gonna be hard ( Read more... )

so i started back at work this morning...it was fine. I'll be glad to be making more money now. The new people working are all really nice so that is good. School starts in a few days...my last real school day of my undergrad career is on wednesday...hmmmmm....very comtemplative. I miss Dwayne...we are going to white water on labor day...so ( Read more... )