I want to take regret and sadness and anger and depression and demolish it. It hardens the heart and weakens the soul. I know for a fact that no one likes that. But I'm not God and I can't take it away as much as I want to. but I've learned that we shine at different times. Two people I know may be dim today but tomorrow, they may shine a bit ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY!!!!!!!! Apart from the weather ( Read more... )

It's official, I'm not going to AMDA. I can't even begin to tell you how hard I'm trying to stay under control from all this. And I hate to say this but if we were still with my step father, I'd be able to go ( Read more... )

I'm happy the way things are going right now. I'm happy. Summer is almost gone... so are all my friends. I'm gonna miss both of them. I had the BEST Summer of my life and I wouldn't change it for the world. I don't regret anything I did this Summer, the people I befriended, the moments I've had with people that I automatically clicked with them and ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here thinking about how my past few days went. They were good and bad but mostly good. We're house-sitting for Kate's family and it's going well, no fires ya know ( Read more... )

He makes me so mad sometimes. So mad to the point that I don't want to be in the same car with him. I don't even wanna look at him. He pushes me to the limit and I often wonder if he's testing me just to see what I might do. If that's the case, I hate him for it. But I know myself, I'll hate him for about an hour and love him again. So he got me ( Read more... )

I miss everyone

It cool and extremely sweet yet scary when friends start to tell you that they've found their someone. It just shows how much we've grown up. I see all of you and I see you guys dating people and getting a bit serious. I just watch it go by. Talking one on one with friends about how their love life has grown into something special is probably the ( Read more... )

I went to semi yseterday and it was real fun. But I am so sore, it's not even funny. I went with Phil as friends and I'm not sure he was having a good time (with me) He was never really around. But there was coat check and free food and water. There wasn't that much people. Not like in my sophmore year. Sophmore year was so packed that I think ( Read more... )

Called Kate the other day just to say hi and give her a heads up of what's been going on, and i don't really think she heard me all too well. There was loads of activity going on around her so I doubt she heard too much of what I said. It's ok. I understand. College makes you a busy person ( Read more... )