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Have you ever felt so down that you just want to really... GIVE UP?

right now..nothing is going right for me.. I definitly feel like I shouldn't be here..at all, no one really see's how much I am hurting inside ..one person even dared to tell me I'm "being emo and am acting sad for attention", when I believe he did the exact same thing but ON ( Read more... )

sooo ill prob hardly write in this but.. i get bored sometimes soo why not......but right now im too tired to write anything so.. i'll do this later..but for now......

same shit, different day ... the way of life:)

<3chelsie..

soo im really bored and felt like doing this..

Have you...
1. kissed your cousin: uh no
2. Ran away: no
3. Broken someones heart: i dont know? prob not 
4. Been in love: hmmm :-/
5. Cried when some one died: yes
6. Wanted someone you no you cant have: maybe
7. Broke a bone: no
8. Drank alcohol: yea
9. Lied: yea
10.Cried in school : yea...

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hmmmm nothing to write about..

game tomorrow.. :) and :/..

grr..today was boringg..and im tiredddd ..tyler made it unboring for 3 hours though!..ummmmmmm give me something to write about??..i have no life.

im just writin bc i want to vent out my thoughts, doens't matter if no one reads. i need "someone" to talk to aka my lj:)..these past few months have been so gay..so stressful..god i was so happy and..it got ruined..what else is new..chelsie can not be happy

k maybe ill write more later?.. im tired.

soooooooooooooooo on??sunday me and em just chilled all day with anthony and ben! ...then we came here and idk wut we did monday.. ummmmmmm and so then tuesday i woke up like at 1 took a shower, lounged around.. then at like 230 i notice i have to clean the whooole house in like 10 min so i rushed to do that..then i get my hair done and everything ( Read more... )

btw (by the way for u weird people that dont know wut it means) CODY kept me up alll night last night once again!! sorry just had to add it since hes soo proud lol.. and he pointed out that all i had to do was put an away on and he wouldve stopped..shows how smart i am..lol k byee

k sooooo... today i didnt do anything until likeeeee later ..i picked up emily then we went to a gay party on my  dads side.. and it was.. boring until we like did fireworks or wutever but umm yea then finnnnnnnally when we left we went to emilys and we watched cinderella! lol and um..em fell asleep so now im like alone........and cold.. and bored ( Read more... )

well ummmm today was freakin boring!! i just sat around..watched tv and went on here all dayyyyyyy... so amusing..not? but hey matt sent me a song im listening to now (dont i feel cool?.....) then i like fought with my parents then cleaned my room...ooo the joy of that <3...then ate dinner and sat around again and ummm yea soo thenn me and kevin ( Read more... )