113 today...i will totally be 110 by the end of this week...no doubt in my mind. this is such an awesome feeling...and i haven't even needed to fast. i made brown rice and cooked it in chicken broth with a bunch of canned vegetables. i eat a bowl of that for breakfast and another one for dinner. then i work out some. it's awesome and it doesn't ( Read more... )

As of this morning I am already back down to 114.4 lbs. This is easier than I thought it would be. Maybe I'll go ahead and straight out pass 110 and make my goal 105. That would really be awesome. My BMI right now is 18.97...not very low, but I can get it down. A lot of that number is muscle mass anyway, and I don't mind that. I love being ( Read more... )

ok...i have 5 days before i go back to school. that mean i have 5 days to get down to 110 lbs. that is 7 pounds i have to lose because i am currently at 117. i think i can do this. i know i can do this...and i will. i'll be damned it i go back looking the way i do. i want to be skinny and hot. i'm not sure why exactly, but it's just ( Read more... )

as of 8/25/04

bust 33.25 in
waist 25.25 in
abs 29.5 in
hips 35.5 in
thighs 20 in
arms 9.5 in
weight 117 lbs
body fat % 15.7

could be better...will work on it for next month's weigh in...

i'm sure i'm not the only one who ever feels this way, but right now i feel totally worthless. it sucks. i feel ugly and fat and i feel like there is just no point in going on. can we say manic depressive? maybe i should go into therapy or something. is it normal for people to have such extreme highs and lows on a regular basis? the weather is ( Read more... )

122.4...i gained 10 pounds in 2 weeks. i should just kill myself now. fasting for the next week til i go to the beach. i am DISGUSTING!

i have been feeling horribly disgusting these past few days. i started my period yesterday, but the psm has been fucking with me all week. i just want to cry and sleep and i have no motivation to do anything. god, i am so depressed. i hate this feeling. i feel worthless and i just want to die. it's like my heart sinks and i just can't get ( Read more... )

So as of this morning, I am 111.4 pounds and I am 18.2 percent body fat. My BMI is 18.5 which is still only in the “underweight” category. I am feeling pretty good about things right now. So far today I have eaten a total of 60 calories (2 boxes of raisins). This is making up for last night and for the possibility of going out to dinner tonight ( Read more... )

so for the past two days now i've been on an 800 calorie/day diet. i feel like 800 calories is still a lot because some of the others can get down to like 400/day or less. i'll have to work my way to that. i figure i should make sure i stop getting dizzy and stuff at this level first. i am proud of myself though. i have a lot more will power ( Read more... )