my idea of a perfect life is one where Im not trying to escape it at least once a day.

Denial is not a river in Egypt.

I am happy.

:)

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my apathy doesnt mean I dont care.  I just dont understand how to feel.  When under stress or distress, i laugh. I can literally feel myself smiling and Im not sure why.  Its not happiness I feel, just laughter.  Very innapropriate laughter.  Its quite mocking to observe, and Im sure maddening to the person thats trying to be taken seriously. Trust ( Read more... )

I cant ignore what is happening to me.  But I found a bit of humor in it. This is from a man with Aspergers Syndrom, who likes Star Trek.

In doing research after suspecting I had AS (after being misdiagnosed for Manic-D), I knew it was true when I read that one of the symptoms is 'wanting to save the world.'

Can't explain it in genetic terms, but I ( Read more... )

i feel.....

too much.

But im not buyin it this time.  Im not going to cave just because he is being nice.

Remember!!

He doesnt act this way all the time.

remember what he said to you.

to phyl

I would love that!   Please reply to this with your email address.. My comments are screened, so no one else will see this but me.  I can give you my email then :)

Im happy.

I like facebook because it leaves out the tendency to bitch and whine. Bitching and whining isnt necessary.

I wish some things were easier sometimes.

You wouldnt believe how many of my entry  titles are something like "today" or "stupid day" or something else retarded. So its not going to be today, anymore. However I am unable to retrieve any ideas about future occurances ( Read more... )