It concerns me ( Read more... )

I keep erasing things, and my little heart is breaking. My selfishness and stubborness has caught up with me ( Read more... )

I'm in Josh's living room again. He's doing laundry again. It's a familar picture. I'm still working at the bookstore, OF COURSE i did not get the job at urban. or anywhere else I applied. I'm going to try Gap, the new H&M, Gap Outlet, and some pretty shitty places by my apartment. which I hate. with a passion. It's not home, no where near home. I ( Read more... )

Dear eljay ( Read more... )

Pack up ( Read more... )

It was a good decade, I must say. (1996-2006) I am officially 20 years old and 3 days. who knew I would ever make it this far?? My actual birthday was great. I got some sweeeet gifts so far. like all white vans! and an amazing disc chair from Urban (both from Josh) my parents got me a bunch of clothes and little things. My Uncle Jeff had a necklace ( Read more... )

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wowowowow.. okay, so I'm looking around myspace and i see TWO of my fellow former DVHS cheerleaders are pregnant. and i'm lookign at their bellies, and its absolutelty incredible. those big big bellies on those little little ladies. It's beautiful, really. I'm jealous I guess. but I know now is not the right time, obviously. But it would be nice to ( Read more... )

fucking shit, i always have high aspirations to enter a nice long live journal entry, and then i start it. and i feel like i couldnt even be bothered. Ill humor myself though ( Read more... )

Im sitting in JOshs living room, watching Dead Poets Society. what an amazing movie. Anyways,Lemme just paint a little picture for you...I just folded our laundry, Josh is making dinner... haha. you all love it, c'mon i know you do ( Read more... )