It's way easier to smile when you're actually happy.

I don't understand this. I hurt so bad. I'm not happy. I need something to fix it, but there is nothing I can think of. He told me he fealt 'pressed by God' to end it and thats why hes okay about it all. I mean I'm sure this is God's will anyway but then why does my heart hurt?.. literlly hurt. ( Read more... )

I didn't think people still used LiveJournal.
It makes me happy to know they do. 
It brightens my day for some reason.

I don't expect people to read this anyways. 
The only reason I even came back to the sight was to put what I thought into written words again. And, to me, its easier than pen and paper.

I read a few entries off of my 'friends' page and ( Read more... )

Alright. I'm not going to tell all that has happened to me; just a quick update (considering its been 4 months and all)

Junior year has been quite an interesting one.  I loved it at first, but then things fell apart, and i was not ready for that at all. The drama, the loss, the cancer, the love, the grades, the hurt.. emotion. I have had the most ( Read more... )

alright, i told JD i would update this weekend..
and considering i never do it, and a lot has changed..

alright, well i went to Mexico over winter break.

well, lets back up. prior to my surprise trip to Mexico.. i had hit a rough spot.  it was definately one of the more bumpy roads i have traveled on..

alright.. so when i went down to Mexico, ( Read more... )

I Love Justin.

she is lieing i love her

Im going to Mexico tomorrow
and im not going to be able to see Justin on our 2 month..
or spend new years with him

she is complaining and she will be on like a little vaction while i am stuck here with out her so yeah who do u think has it worse?

BUT i get to see all my little mixican kids..
and see Irma..
and ( Read more... )

Good Lord.. its been over a month..

okay updates!!

> me and justin are still together and i love it. he is so sweet and awesome.. gahhh i just love our relationship.. really.. getting close to two months.. i think people are finally warming up to the idea that me and him are happy together.. and im glad because it was kinda getting annoying with ( Read more... )

Hey everyone.
im at church right now.

God is good.

i miss justin..
oh by the way everyone.
we are together. :)

have a great day. bye.

Okay, so its about time to update about homecoming!

it was a lot of fun and it definately ended up b.e.t.t.e.r than last year's homecoming.. in general.. the people, the dance, the decorations.. just better..

okay so saturday morning i woke up at 7 in the morning to go with Kayla to pick up Mike from the airport! he is so cool. very sweet. we went ( Read more... )

hey everyone, i guess its time for another update..
okay so i should be studying right now but im just so tired of school i cant take anymore
yea and church is tonight and im excited times a million.. i love it

umm me and michael are doing pretty good..
i definately like him. :-)

yea im failing math.. hoping to God that i didnt fail the test i took ( Read more... )

Hey im on my dad's new laptop!! cool..
the sound on this thing is soooo loud! freaking amazing sound on this thing

Michael is over here looking at my pictures.

in case i havent told you already, me and him are together now

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