WOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER!! the layout to this thing has changed soo much ( Read more... )

so yeah....

it's almost christmas. pretty darn exciting!! too bad i have no idea what to get my family for christmas??

maybe a gift card to specs?? lol.. jk jk...

so john decided to talk to me today. interesting. he told me he missed me and asked me where i've been for the past three days... well my point is kinda proven. you have a phone too so you can pick it up and call ( Read more... )

what the hell?

honestly.

i'm so fucking confused.

i need answers!

so i kinda feel terrible right now ( Read more... )

i have what's called dry-socket.

well not anymore.....

beware this is kinda vivid.

so i went to the doctor because i was in so much pain that i couldn't even sleep. i was on a hydrocodone and 4 ibuprophen and i was stll crying because the pain was so unbearable.... well he proceeded to shove a syringe full of hot water into my bottom two wounds to ( Read more... )

well the surgery went well ( Read more... )

so school starts in about 8 1/2 hours... and i dont have anything ready ( Read more... )

clock strikes upon the hour and the sun begins to fade
still enough time to figure out how to chase my blues away
i'm gonna light it up tonight, it's the light of day that shows me how
and when the night falls... the loneliness calls...

oh i wanna dance with somebody
i wanna feel the heat with somebody
yeah i wanna dance with somebody

with somebody who ( Read more... )

i feel like i haven't seen any of my friends this summer... especially the ones who are going off to college. i've been working and really busy dealing with money. i'm so freaking stressed right now.

i feel deprived. i couldn't imagine being grounded for most of the summer.

i really look up to you rachel.