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I wish I was pretty
Do you ever look in the mirror and absolutely hate what you see? For most of my teenage years and now into my mid-twenties, I have never seen what others see. Plenty of people say that I'm beautiful, hot, gorgeous...all the things a woman longs to hear. So I quickly turn and look into the mirror expecting to see what they do but I don't. I am my ( Read more... ) -
Preparing to say goodbye
My life is now incredibly sad as I prepare to say goodbye to my beloved Murray. For those of you who don't know, Murray is my eleven-year-old Collie/German Shepherd that I adopted back in 1998 for $20 when he was just six-months-old. He has been the most incredible dog...100% self-trained, very well behaved, never needed to be walked on a leash, ( ( Read more... ) -
It's been awhile!
It's been quite some time since we've last spoken so let me update, somewhat! It's been a pretty crazy few months health wise...my fibromyalgia is still a bit of a problem and I get migraines almost once week due to a recent development of allergies to pretty much everything that makes food taste good, (herbs, spices, all marinades...), as well as ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: So Long, Farewell
He will probably be most remembered for lying about quite a bit about pretty much everything, (the king of propaganda!), starting two wars for absolutely no reason and thus becoming a serial killer, (can he be charged with that), ignoring blatant warnings about 9/11, severe delayed reaction in sending aid to the Katrina victims, allowing the ( Read more... ) -
Love frustrated
It's a rare day that I'm not thinking about my next relationship, (unless I'm happy and comfortable in my current one). At moment, I am single. This is mostly of my own design. I left my last relationship almost two months ago and it was a breakup that was long overdue. Without going into much detail, it was very unhealthy for me to be in and I ( Read more... ) -
Here I go again...
Emotionally speaking, Inez is in big, big, trouble. Once again all the emotions I thought I had killed has reared it's ugly head and now if I am not careful, something not good is going to happen. Obviously I'm not going to go into significant detail, (I'm never sure exactly who might read this thing!), but I will say that this is something I went ( Read more... ) -
The best of you
The Foo Fighters~The Best of You ( Read more... ) -
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Fibromyalgia (or as I like to call it, Fibromycrappyalgia)
As if my mental health isn't enough to deal with, back in November I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, a debilitating chronic pain disorder. I didn't even know what it was until my othropedic surgeon told me I had it. Since then, you constantly see commercials for Lyrica and books and articles everywhere for it. Most of my days are spent primarily ( Read more... ) -
Have you ever?
Have you ever woken up one day and realize that you haven't accomplished anything? I have been twenty-four years for three weeks now and I feel like I haven't done anything at all. Its a very distressing feeling and I will do anything to change it. I look forward to moving out this summer but other than that, I'm not doing anything useful with my ( Read more... )