sometimes i feel taken for granted. and sometimes i feel like you aren't trying very hard.

i am so sorry that i took you down with me.

i feel weird. and i so i'm writing in here because i know that NO ONE reads them anymore. and i'm ok with that. yet there is still some thrill in the sense that someone COULD ( Read more... )

 sometimes i think there is something seriously wrong with me. for real.

i'm so fucking messed up and i have no idea why.

little things bother me. i guess i somehow all the sudden feel like i have to control the world. but thats not my job. and do i want it to be.

i think its that i'm so fucking scared that i'm gonna lose the most important person in ( Read more... )

alright here is the deal. i can't handle goint to college. can't and won't. and you can't make me. i mean like i want out and stuff, but at the same time i don't really want to grow up and i'm scared to death.

wanna know why? well let me just tell you......i don't wanna go away from my friends. they have always been there to pick me up when i fall ( Read more... )

Greg ( Read more... )

take my breah awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

i think i might be falling for  you.  the crazy part is that i also think i might be starting to relax enough to let it happen. but whatever is going on....i'm perfectly ok with letting it.

fuck you. all of you. everybody seems to be making me mad. even my best friends whom i love til the end of time. everybody pisses me off. i feel like everybody wants something that i can't give them. i feel like everybody wants me to be friends with only them. i feel like everybody thinks they fucking know me the best. but guess what...you are all ( Read more... )

my head knows you're gone. but my heart refuses to believe it.