I feel empty inside. I can feel depression slowly slipping over me. But how do I stop it? I am average. I drive a car that gets me where I need to go, my parents support me instead of me trying to do it myself, and I realize that all through my life things have been average. I look around me and see extraoridinary people. I want to be that ( Read more... )

You can't call. You are always busy doing...I don't even know what. I can't stand your friend. I want to blame him but I can't. You decide what it is you do no one else makes decisions for you. It is easy to make love in replace of telling me how you feel. I yearn so much for things that I have not had in a while. What am I to do? I try no ( Read more... )

I had a really bazzaro dream while I was sleeping. It was me and Scooby in the future not so distant I think and we got a hotel so it could be just me and him for the evening ya know. Well he had to leave and it was for a long while. He didn't say exactly what for but I had my assumption. Whenever he walked through the door he tells me I found ( Read more... )

Damn it has been a crazy week. Didn't see Scooby much but I made it through the week. He came over last night when I thought he wasn't and it was the greatest thing to hear a little knock at the door. Immediately I knew it was him. We talked about everything this week and then some. He's only been gone for like a couple of hours and I already ( Read more... )

Scooby if you read your mail and stuff call me!!! I am gonna go crazy without you. There's so has been so much going here and it has only been like almost 2 days since I have talked to you. Call me no matter what time ( Read more... )

Ok let's say I know something and I think that person should be told what it is but I don't want to put myself in the situation and start more shit. Damn! I am frustrated cause I don't want to see them hurt again. Plus the intentions are totally selfish. I am hoping that may be they are not blind and will see through the bull shit. Any who. I ( Read more... )

I wonder if there is a place for those of us who didn't do all the right things but did not do alot of wrong? Like what if I never find God? That probably doesn't make alot of sense. Is it possible for me to go through life doing what good I can, not being one with the Lord, and not go to hell. I guess I could consult my Bible but I wouldn't ( Read more... )

Man I don't know what's up with me. I hope it is just hormonal. Little shit has happened around here and it is like I just breakdown. Then call Scooby and tell him. He's so great for listening to my shit. Anyways ya...I don't know what else to say. Later.

Sweetheart