This kind of tags along with yesterdays entry. It baffles me how some people do not give all they've got when they are in a relationship. I have to say even those relationships that I knew weren't going anywhere I still made sure that I gave my all. I just don't believe in ( Read more... )

Can you love someone and just not be very in to them? If so how is that possible? I mean either they are everything to you or not. Oprah made me think it. Later.

Sweetheart

Well it turns out what I nicknamed my goofy eye is really pink eye. Now I will have to spend the rest of my savings on a doctor bill. I feel really bad cause I hope Brandon doesn't get it. He spent Sunday and Monday with me. I know I will have to miss school too. Why couldn't I have had this over the summer? I pray that I don't fall behind ( Read more... )

I ok I wake this morning and my eye is like itching so I rub and everything. Well whenever I get up and look in the mirror I a hideous me. My eye is like swollen and kind of red. It is tender where the puffiness is on my eye. Now I don't want to go anywhere or have anyone see me like this. Well check ya'll later.

Sweetheart

I have made attempts to go hang with people and nobody is available! Where are ya'll at? I'd like to be anywhere but here only I don't have a destination. The only thing here for me is either sleep or homework. Let's face it I could always do those things later. Scooby is more than likely with Boozer and David (if not than I am very shocked) ( Read more... )

Damn I read everyones journals and there is so much stuff going on with them. If its not drugs then heartache or people leaving, and wanting to pursue someone but having to sacrifice a whole lot of things. I wish I had the power to make everything better for everyone. But what would the world be like if nothing was hard? I really don't have ( Read more... )

Peka is moving to College station to live with his parents and go to school. I was looking forward to more rollin' fun and philosophical talks in future but now this makes those chance slim. He called me to tell the news and it was so good to hear his voice. Now I am really upset with myself for not going to that party he coordinated. I knew he ( Read more... )

I don't know why but I feel that way. Normally I am awake and cannot sleep anymore in between the hours of 3am-6am and stay awake all day till the evening. I didn't get out of bed until like 10:30am. I guess going to school has helped out my sleeping schedule. But it is probably for the worst. It was actually nice once I got used to not ( Read more... )

Today has been good. This morning my mind was in a bind with everything that entered my head. English teach is really good at showing me how to exercise my mind and leave class still rambling thoughts of the dicussions that took place and then some. Finally to get my mind off everything I did math homework. I meet a very interesting african ( Read more... )

I've got a feelin' that I am gonna end up alone this weekend. I don't think I am gonna go to numbers because mom only left me a certain amount of money. And I know me I can have it all spent in one night very easily. I want to party but that's what is stopping me. Like what if something goes wrong and there's an expense that has be paid like ( Read more... )