So since it's been forever I figured I'd update and since i really dont have any friends on here.....Its a good place to vent and stuff....which I will but my back is killing me sitting here on the floor. So...deal is, I'm married, trying to have a baby, starting a new job and have no reason to bother to complain...i may be back since i'm trying to ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas to everyone! I'm good, been busy and dont have a computer connection at home. Got married on the 20th Yay me!!!!!! Very very happy. Longer update at a later date.

Hope everyones holiday is good.

Change of plans! I'm leaving for Pittsburgh this saturday...the 1st. Can't deal with everything here and shouldnt have to and have no real reason why I can't leave early since my last day at work is on Friday the 31st. So...Going to see Bryan again. Can't wait! 5 Days and just a few hours! YES!!!!!!!! haha. So call the cell cuz you know the number ( Read more... )

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I wish to god I could have someone to talk to when things aren't great someone that wont take what i say and hold it against the person who's having a bad day.

I'm sitting here, its late and I'm lonely. I know that in an hour or so Bryan will be home and my world will right itself once again. Its hard to keep your head up when things just don't seem to go your way. So very hard. But I'm not giving up, You can not Break me. We are going to win this one and every one that we take together. In the end we'll ( Read more... )

Things have been tough. I'm begining...ok so past begining to feel unwanted alot of the time...yet again. Attitudes are thrown at me, when deb is pissed at cindy or whoever. She gets upset and I get the mistreatment. I do in fact get along with her really well, but it seems that more often then not, I'm a big damn inconvience. It seems like I try ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here, just got up from bed because I'm no where nears tired and yet...Bryan is sleeping because he's had a long week. *sighs* I try to be nothing but supportive because he's doing what he is for us. But being here, where the only people I even know are my father and his wife. I hate it. I have no friends, no one I can call at 11 at ( Read more... )

Finally I have a job! Its only part time but its something and I'm going to keep looking for another part or full time one. Things are good. I've been helping dad paint for the landlord...gives me something to do to keep occupied because otherwise...my brain does bad things to me. *sighs* I miss Bryan. I know that when things are all said and done ( Read more... )

Basically, I'm still jobless. Going crazy. I'm getting so I dont want to do anything...and feel useless...like I hardly want to help clean or anything. *sighs* But deb and I went to Gavlik...its like atemp agency and we both did the little skills test...I did 38 WPM which sucks for me but christ you type good when your hands are shaking like mad. ( Read more... )