I wish i wrote here more, but i don't. my time has been basically wasting away with sleep, work, school, auxiliary and going out with friends. since i have turned 21 i can basically get into any bar or place without thinking if i am going to get kicked out or not. it has been very nice to go to new places and have a drink. i am not crazy into ( Read more... )

so i miss my journal entries a lot. 
i remember how i used to write down everything that happened in my day. 
so far my life consists of work, watching lost, staying out late and going to the gym. 
yay to pretty boring life. 
i also have been watching degrassi, occassionally going to the mall, and passing out at six flags. 
all in all summer is being ( Read more... )

 so i have two papers to write one has to be five pages for my criminalistics class and the other has to be 10. well i am not handing in the ten page paper until next week, it is due wednesday and i am just not going to hand it in because it is ridiculous that is due. i will get two points taken off for everyday that it is not handed in and i am ( Read more... )

so i am pretty much a big mess now. 
i lost my voice, which btw is not fun, especially when you are me and talk every second. i need my voice back!!!
I also cut my head open. 
I have no idea even how i did it, but it happened at school. 
i was getting in my car and i fell/tripped.. somehow. i don't really remember and when i got up my head was bleeding ( Read more... )

this weekened was a lot better than the horrible week i have been having. 
i have to write a five page paper on something dramatic that happened in my life and how it effects me today. 
well of course i decided to write about 9/11 since nothing else in my life is interesting. 
it is weird how it has been almost seven years. As i was writting the paper ( Read more... )

 i have no been this happy since november.
i love it how my favorite team in the world can change my life so significantly. 
i love football. it is one of my favorite passions. 
congradualtions giants i knew you could do it. 
i knew you would do it...kinda
and i am soo happy you did it 
i love you for lifeee
<33333

i miss  california. 
i missed my friends. 
i really miss california. 
so it is 12:30 there and that is probably why i am still up. 
i am still on california time.

 so i hate insominia. 
i can't sleep.
although i am soo tired. 
i am really worried about going to california. 
sure a big monster could eat me or something more realistic can happen. 
i know my life is better than other people's but sometimes i am really not happy. 
generally i am a very happy person. i like happy and pretty and shiny things. 
i like it ( Read more... )

merry christmas ( Read more... )

i am feeling better, now. it is going to take time though. i had no idea it would be this hard ( Read more... )