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Jan 14, 2006 21:34

I binged and I purged... My chocolate count went up to about 500-600 cals. I failed myself again, I am a failure, I want to be skinny so badly, why the hell do I eat then?? I'm so mad at myself.

I don't even feel like I have the strength to do so, but I have to, one word : Fasting

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im2fargone January 14 2006, 13:43:51 UTC

Don't you have to fast for 3 days to start losing? You're not crazy at all, I know exactly what you're talking about, that is the reason why I wake up in the morning, to feel thinner and the dizziness that accompanies it. Good Luck and don't give up, you can't give up, YOU CAN DO THIS!!!

sweetxxreece January 14 2006, 13:52:32 UTC

I honestly don't know about the whole having to fast for 3days to start loosing. But for me I begin to loose after I fast for 24 hours. Maybe to loose actualy fat weight its 3days - but I know people loose sometimes like a pound a day when they seriously restict..meh I dunno

I'm honestly so close to giving up, I have no strength today..If i make it through this night it will actually be a mircle. I honestly nearly ate a banana and had to stop myself, so little self control!

start_again311 January 14 2006, 13:47:00 UTC

you can do it hun! have faith in yourself!! if you ever need someone to talk to my aim sn is rusty21325

sweetxxreece January 15 2006, 12:59:27 UTC

I'm english! we haven't hit the aim pathway yet...It's all about Msn here..

sweetxxreece January 15 2006, 13:00:01 UTC

Thankyou though, you're so sweet

nrichie_perfect January 15 2006, 08:00:39 UTC

hun,
if i fast for too long i end up b/p automatically. its something your body cant always control. dont worry about it too much, at least you got it out of you!
if you feel lonley im hear to talk! good luck on the fast
ps. love the feeling of having to remind myself not to sit up too fast in the morning so i dont faint!

sweetxxreece January 15 2006, 13:01:39 UTC

Yeah I'm glad the binge wasn't too bad, and I stoped myself just in time, spose that's all good!
Thankyou, I'm always here for you aswell!
I love that feeling also, though I haven't felt it in a while !

Thanks... fucked_numb January 15 2006, 10:09:13 UTC

Thank you for the offer, sweety... Unfortunately, i fucked up already... I'm so mad at myself... i want to start one tody, but i'm not sure if i can pull that off, either... i may have to wait untill monday when everyone's out of the house and out of my hair... Good luck with yours... let me know how you do... :)
-me

Re: Thanks... sweetxxreece January 15 2006, 13:04:26 UTC

Okay no worries, I'm not sure if i can fast properly anymore, a few days ago I could do it, but now I've just lost the ability. I think I need to give myself a few days to get back on track also so i can start fresh! Thats why i've just decided to restrict to liquids really becuase thats alot easier :-)

gorgeouslyempty January 15 2006, 12:21:24 UTC

I know exactly how you're feeling right now! But I think you've been doing a good job lately and I know you can get back on track!!! =) I know you can!

sweetxxreece January 15 2006, 13:06:11 UTC

I feel like I did so feel earlier last week and now I've just lost it, if you get what I mean. Like the ability has just gone somehow. You're right, I'll get back on track eventually I just need to get back into that mode, I've slipped out of it abit :-(