The parents yelling and screaming just woke me up. They like to do that a lot -- yell and scream and say horrible things about their daughters. But their daughters like to think horrible things too, so it's all fair ( Read more... )

I am an emotional basket case. I seriously cannot stop crying. And I'm not one of those girls who enjoys an occasional good cry. I hate crying and I get embarrassed when I do it. I just wanna hit myself. But I just CANNOT stop crying. Today was just COMPLETELY frustrating. Life is so frustrating these days. It boggles my mind that functional ( Read more... )

Boy isn't that wrong, 'cause my hair ain't golden!

No, I have nothing else to update about. Very anxious about life, yet very willing to move forward. Tired, lonely, confused, optimistic, pessimistic, fickle, lost, naive, hopeful... you know, the whole teenager thing. And I suck at poker.

That's all.

People are speaking and acting as if people are dying. Sure things are changing, but it's not like you can't pick up the darned phone and chat and bond and then perhaps chill, and then perhaps BOOM, things will be rekindled. Remember that! Free nights and weekends, most of us have. Remember that! Jeez Louise, life isn't ending! Remember that ( Read more... )

Oh boy, so the paper I was supposed to write tonight has to be written when I wake up... jeez Louise! Dreading waking up... Goodnight

So tonight was one of those perfect care free summer evenings that I know will be one of the last for all of us before we head off to college :( and I'm going to miss them dearly... Michelle and I, being in the mood to be frightened, made plans to go see The Village, and also being in the mood to be fat kids, made plans to have some delicious ( Read more... )

Hey everyone who calls my cell and isn't able to reach me, sorry I never seem to answer or return your calls, BUT it's not on me during certain evenings cause my papa steals it so he can contact his children and wife when he's on his lil' escapades. Though the same ol' folks who call me have other means of reaching me and though I usually always ( Read more... )

Oh my god, I am so freaking depressed and pissed off right now. So annoying and frustrating life is. Goddammit.

22 bug bites and counting. Irritatingly itchy, and I'm sure at LEAST one bug had the West Nile virus! Just kidding. It's nothing to joke about. I do have this one that is an inch in diameter. Freaking horrible.

That's all. Off to tennis and poker!

Shitlessly tired. I swear to you that I wouldn't be this shitlessly tired and boring and uninteresting if I had 20/20 vision and could see without Visine or my contacts fogging up my sight... BLAH. I swear to you, this isn't trivial and is a big deal cause it affects my moods. I'd be much more lively if I could see! I swear ( Read more... )