I feel ugly and stupid and mean and worried about my friends and i feel like ive been an asshole to sop many people, i feel like i cant do anything right, i feel slow, and i feel like my life is going nowhere.

i feel like a liar most of all.

im a time boom tickin (boom)

oh no i think im gonna explode!

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

i feel like once i lose touch with people just a little bit, they completely lose all desire to hang out on their own time and forget about me basicly. even though i see some people baisicly every day, its really for only like 30 minutes, and it seems like people have no desire to see me more than that, which sucks.

happy mothers day.

i think im getting cancer in the back of my throat. i might quit smoking.

i want a kiss.

i love the doors.

and today sucked. thanks.

im all written on and raped.

this is soooo fitting. just waiting for the night to get good.

yum yum yum...

color me green.

oh man yesterday was the best day ive had in SO long.

jesus what a crazy day.

despite everything good

i have an ache in my stomach.

youd better hurry up and get here!