i cant imagine what the next six months of my life have in store for me. i have so many choices and decisions to make, and so much weight on my shoulders. so much is depending on whether or not i can get my shit together. i feel like all i've sucessfully done is ruin lives so far.

why be friends when we're not?

yeah...whatever.

i miss my REAL friends.
i think my REAL friends miss me too.

theres one person i really want to say fuck you to. right in their face. i want them to feel like an asshole, because guess what -

you totally fucking forgot about me. i hope you know who you are.

this livejournal fucking sucks.

so many friendships i once had seem like they dont matter any more to the people i was once friends with. its funny how fake people can be. being lead to believe you are friends with someone and the finally realizing that now matter how many times you call them, they arent going to call you back because they dont care, sucks. think about it. ( Read more... )

i figured i should go ahead and update.

im not really in any trouble which is surprising. and really lucky.

despite this relief, i feel like all of my friends are really angry / disgusted / annoyed with me. tell me if you are, or if you arent>? please?

sorry if i was an idiot last night. i sure feel like it this morning.

i wish i had more time. there is not enough time to see all the people i like. and im meeting more people i like. this is bad.

cheers motherfuck.

you don't know where and you don't know when
but you've still got your words and you've got your friends
walk along to another day
work a little harder, work another way
well uh-uh, baby, i ain't got no plan
well i'll float on, maybe would you understand

holy shit.

donnie darko.

the fuck is with all this touchy emotional summer love bullshit?

fuck that. summer is supposed to be out of controll, not gently sniffing the flowers and letting the aroma waft around...kissing the insides of your fucking nostrils.

summer is sex drugs and rocknroll! FUCKER. lets get started!