Its so deppressing to realize that sometimes, it takes incredible devastation to happen, before you realize just how much someone means to you.

Life seems to be floating me like a leaf billowing in the wind. Strong gusts carry me too fast to comprehend whats going on yet slows allowing me to catch a glimpse of what Im missing. I stand alone. Content. Somehow surviving. Thinking all the while of where I wouldve been. I watch my past still living lacking change. It never smiles. It only ( Read more... )

The estimated cost of universal FREE college education...40 billion dollars.

The money spent so far on this war...126 billion dollars... Um...may I mention..no weapons of mass destruction have been found...no chemicals, labs...NOTHING ( Read more... )

Finally got my internet transfered here, seems like it took forever!! I LOVE my new place!! Im still getting settled, but its wonderful! Hmm..new pad, new car, new furnature for the pad, new baby, new LIFE. Its kind of strange, it feels like Im starting all over again...but I like it. Im starting off in a good place, with a good head on my ( Read more... )

Ahhh...last day of work tomorrow. Im crushed, I LOVE MY STORE!! :( But thats life. Moving to a bigger place tomorrow as well....THAT I am looking forward to! The second shower is on Saturday...WOOP DE WOO...presents ( Read more... )

*ahem*

Who is the proud owner of a NEW 2004 HONDA CIVIC???!!!!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow...I havent written in here in a very long time. Ive been soo busy with work, life in general I suppose. Everything is going so fast!! 14 more weeks til Kaeden gets here...this has been the fastest 9 months of my LIFE!! The first shower is in two weeks. Then I move to a bigger place...woot!! Then the second shower in a month....then its D-DAY!! ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I been to a show as good as the Atmosphere show last night.

More to come on Friday?? Oh what? Atmosphere TWICE in one week!! WOOT!!

I know that the last few months have been...odd. But my whole life was ordinary. And then we met. And these amazing things started to happen and I cant explain them. Your life was full of spectacular stuff, but mine wasnt. And for the first time I feel like I can do anything. I just dont know if I need you to keep that feeling...but I know I want ( Read more... )

It's a BOY!!!!