back from italy...

the first song i heard on the radio:
i've seen fire and i've seen rain
i've seen sunny days that i thought would never end
i've seen lonely times when i could not find a friend
but i always thought that i'd see you again - james taylor, "fire and rain"i miss it already: the freedom, the adventure, the new friends i made. the ( Read more... )

is it weird that i no longer feel a connection to petaluma, at all? it's just a place i go to see a select few people and then i leave again, as soon as possible. it isn't home anymore. i don't think i've ever belonged there.

my old life's in flames, boxes of worn out hand-me-down dreams, pictures of us, collecting dust

i was so drunk last night i couldn't even quote enrique iglesias properly........ AHAHA. correction: do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away....

i never cease to amaze myself.

i'll be home today, then jet setting to NY on tuesday! can't wait.

"and she said losing love
is like a window in your heart
everybody sees you're blown apart
everybody sees the wind blow" - paul simon

last day of work tomorrow!!!!!! wooo.....then back to santa cruz on sunday......can't wait!

so over everything right now. i'm over working, i'm over petaluma, i'm over boys. i'm over this summer. this summer that was so mediocre, then great, then awful when i realized what i'm missing. who i'm missing. who i don't want to be missing but am nonetheless ( Read more... )

i'm 20!!!! ahh i can't believe my teenage years came to an end. i feel like they were a good run. i definitely had some great experiences. even though there was some bad, it was great nonetheless. i can't wait to be 21. haaa

my party was fun too!! : ) wooooooooo

i'm home : )

i'm going home tomorrow!!! only until sunday afternoon...it's mostly a business trip actually. i'm working saturday 10:30am-7pm at the petaluma golf & country club pool (come visit meee) and i'm also getting re-certified for CPR on sunday from 2-4. BUT nevertheless i am a tad excited ( Read more... )

One by one
We force ourselves
Turn it on
It comes in waves

Try to find
Maybe this time
Don't turn your head
It's easy to forget how we were

Once inside
We've made it here
We struggle with the lights
They never go away

What have we learned
It's the same old things
That drive us here
And never go awayWe are changed ( Read more... )