I know everyone knows that good-byes suck because im sure we have all had to say good bye once in our lives. In my 17 years of living i know i have said many good byes. But seriously i have had to say too many good byes this past year. there are many of you that disagree with young teenagers as myself to fall in love but i still believe that you ( Read more... )

Well Well ... today was quite interesting. We finally figured out our prom deal ... and my best friend has decided to go so that is great ... my prom date is no longer my prom date ... so thats not so wonderful ... we got the dinner and limo situation figured out ... so thats wonderful .. and then we figured out dinner ... so yay . Over all i guess ( Read more... )

I can not wait to eat a five layer dip with a bunch of my close friends and watch movies this weekend. I SOOOO VERY MUCH NEED IT. Im so frustrated with everything going on and me getting sick from the stress ... erg. I just cant wait. If you want to come too and you are a female ... just ask for the details.

Do you know that one feeling when you feel like youve lost the over all fight? Like there is just no hope anymore? Or like youve lost everyone that was close to you or that you wanted to be closer to you? That feeling really sucks. I hate nerves and how they make me sick and feel like puking on mast in a bush. I mean i really really dont like it. I ( Read more... )

Today is just yet another day. Other than the face that I HATE PROM!!! It just freaking causes problems and i feel like i dont even want to go anymore. Its just ONE FREAKING NIGHT!!! i mean seriously i dont know how complicated it can get. Its frustrating. All i want is for all my close friends to go and have fun ... personally i dont give a crap ( Read more... )

Well today is Mothers day so my mom took advantage of that. So i drover her around wherever she wished to go. Im not in the best of moods but im not in one of my worst so i guess im alright. I dont like missing people and i dont like to worry ... i guess i wouldnt worry so much if someone else wouldnt have done what they did to me. I want to trust ( Read more... )

SO yes this weekend has probably been one of the funniest weekends yet. On friday i threw my friend a surprise party and that went well ... it actually worked. She thought we forgot her but we didnt. Then we headed over to linda's Party (my exchange student) and i must say ... it didnt do as bad as i thought. But then again ... myself and my two ( Read more... )

OMG! i love it when old friends pop up all of a sudden and talk to me. It makes my day soooo awesome. I cant even begin to think of all the bad things anymore. Im just so happy. Its crazy how things come and go. Lately i have been feeling as though i am losing my best friend. It makes me really upset but i dont know what to do. I hate the whole ( Read more... )

I have finally came to reality that no matter what i try to do to convince the one person i loved to take me back ... it wont happen and if it did it wouldnt work so life is getting better and is becoming easier as i go on remember the good times and even the bad times because they usually turned around to good times. So even tho i went through a ( Read more... )

i asked what it takes to move on ... i guess in my case it takes your ex telling you that he slept with a girl 3 weeks after leaving ... which makes me feel like a dumb ass for ever thinking that he actually loved me. Love makes fools at this age i guess. Its so depressing thinking how one person can hurt someone so easily and show that they dont ( Read more... )