I miss you. I miss what we used to have, and it's nobody's fault, this sort of thing just happens with time. People grow apart and change, priorities evolve, interests conflict. It'll never be the same as it was, but I'll never forget those couple of years. You're wonderful, smart, strong, and beautiful, and you will be at my wedding... ( Read more... )

I hate it when my mother is right. I do block myself off from people and pussy-foot around issues, but I can't do that anymore, not with this. Hopefully this goes well. If it doesn't, at least I'll have the satisfaction in knowing that I did it and can, therefore, do it again. I'm scared, but I'm tired of feelig so stressed over this. Beach ( Read more... )

My spring break officially started today after forum. Mandy and I are leaving at like 8 tommorow morning for Tally town and should hopefully be there by 2 or 3. Midterms were HELLACIOUS but thankfully are over, and my grades are still intact and are in a postion for me to bring them up to where I want them. As far as the boy front goes, well... ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I'm so bad at this kind of stuff.

The other night I put my head on his shoulder... lol, I was being brave and he didn't seem to mind... I keep missing his IM's... I want him to know how I feel, but I just can't verbalize it to him right now... I'm not sending him a Valentine; that's too cliche for me...

Sigh...

Today I was told that I was the "most fun-loving person" here. And that made my day.

:)

My ass hurts. My calves hurt. My knees hurt. My hip hurts. Goddamn forced physical exertion. The worst kind. I actually ran today. I LOATHE running. I make it a point to only run if I am being chased. What's the point of being a swimmer if not to get out of running? My mother, in her infinite wisdom, decided that both the pooch and I ( Read more... )

Today (acutally I guess it's yesterday by now; whatever)I woke up at the ass crack of dawn to drive from Jupiter to Tallahassee. I was quite wary about taking the turnpike after Thanksgiving's hellish trip back to school, so I decided that I'd leave by 7:30 in the morning to try and beat whatever traffic might arise. Luckily for me there was very ( Read more... )

Wow, it's so nice to be back in Tallahassee. The weather is cooperating (ie: it's in the 60's!), I have access to the internet, and I've been able to see some of my friends. Today I'm going to Lincoln with Sarah to visit the teachers and to see the new campus. I drove by yesterday; it's completely transformed ( Read more... )

Hey guys! It's Sunday night and I'm about to go "offline" until Tuesday, at which point I will be in my new dorm room in Jupiter. Tallahassee has been so good to me and is such a wonderful place to grow up in. Of course I'm going to miss my friends most of all, possibly more than my parents. I LOVE YOU GUYS sooo much!! Thank you for being the most ( Read more... )

I was recovering from surgery!!! Today is the one year anniversary of my hip surgery. Thanks to my hero and orthopoedic surgeon extraordinare, Dr. Hahn, I've been able to walk without pain and, most importantly, swim again. August 2, 2004 is a day for the record books, at least for me anyways.