ive never been more confused in my entire life ( Read more... )

so today went alright. as well as i thought it would. linds and destiny thanks a million for listening to me and making me feel better ( Read more... )

wow. for the first time in my life im speechless. im numb. i dont know what to say, what to think or what to feel ( Read more... )

sooo last night was the format and tickertape parade concert. it was AMAZING. we had front row tickets. and we stood right against the stage. got some really awesome pictures. at the end of the show me and linds were leaning onto the stage screaming at mike to give us the set list, and we walked over to it, grabbed and walked right up to me and ( Read more... )

me and linds have been kicking ass at working out. everyday since tuesday. which doesnt really seem like that much, but for me, without being forced to, is pretty good. i feel lazy because i didnt do anything today tho. blah, whatever ( Read more... )

you have got to be kiddding me.
i really want to come home this weekend.
like, really.
i need to get away.
home would be everything i need and more.
blahhh.

soo i just swam. for the first time in a long time. it killed me but it felt so good to be back in the water. i loved every second of it. me and linds had some good talks while we kicked. i love our talks, because even when what im saying is completely off the wall, she still listens to every word. i took the hottest shower ever. and it came out ( Read more... )

lets see. so pretty much i have nothing to say. but its like 2 in the morning and i cant sleep. theres no one to talk to, and i need to occupy myself somehow ( Read more... )

my only class on thursday is canceled. that excites me.
ive taken two naps today. i wish i could sleep good at night.
i cant wait for this weekend. its going to be, i dont want to say amazing, because everything is amazing, and this is so much more. -)

less than sign three.
more than youll ever know.

wow. so last night was insane. and its weird because its nothing that even happened to me. but i kind of feel like i was there, i wish i had been there, well mostly just for the after part ( Read more... )