I feeel so lonely right now. Its like as long as veryone else is happy its fine.
But its not fine. Its not ok. I qish I was happy. I wish someone cared about me. I wish ... I just wish so many things tjat will never happen.
Im drunk and lonely and I fwwl unloved

Uhg. Adecco is fucking dumb. What don't they get about me having a kid and not being able to come in the day they call me. And I just fucked myself over. I forgot doris isn't working this week and she could have watched him but I would have been screwed next week. What the hell. I don't even know ( Read more... )

everything has fallen apart. everything i tried to have, and tried to do again have failed. i dont know what else could go wrong, but im sure there is something ( Read more... )

Im still not working. Well I am now because I took a 5 day temporary job at mayer bros. I get to watch millions of bottles go by and decide if the labels and caps are good or not. Fun fun. But adecco is slacking ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my life right now. My mom moved back and it hasn't even been a week and she's driving me fucking nuts. I can't handle it anymore. She just says things that get under my skin. Uhg ( Read more... )

So. I just called this lady Tina who is in charge of the hiring of Adeco employees for Citi. I told her my return date, and then asked if I could have an available poosition on first shift and she said she wasn't sure if she had any ( Read more... )

Im not always trying to complain in this but this is like my therapy because I can vent and say whatever and if I don't want to listen to advice I don't have too... and im not always looking for advice or pity ( Read more... )

Sleep deprivation reached a new level because now it seems like insomnia. Fun fun. Especially when you work nights through your pregnancy and your child decides to be awake more during the night than during the day ( Read more... )

So I had Oliver Cameron Wright on April 2 at 7:54 a.m. He weighed 7 lbs. 7 oz. and was 21 in. He is the absolute love of my life. He's so adorable ( Read more... )

So my due date is exactly 7 days from now. Its kind of scary. Then there's the whole fact he could come early or late. And the way im feeling it could be early ( Read more... )