is in the past 3 months ( Read more... )

soo ( Read more... )

well things are alittle different now ( Read more... )

i dont know whats going on with me mentally but i need to figure it out. things are just not right and have not been right for awhile. i think i need to stop drinking and stop going out. i hate knowing that when i put forth the effort for guys to notice me, i go unnoticed. and when i dont try i go unnoticed too. so its like i lose both ways. and ( Read more... )

I now work at mighty taco. the people are interesting. the work environment is hot. customers with large orders are annoying. and drive thru sucks.
its not even 12:30 and im in bed writing this now. im only going to sleep now because I know oliver will be at 7 and I want to play and tire him out so we can nap before work.
that's all for now.

Gram brought up the issue of me living with my mom again. Obviously she doesn't want me to live here with her. She should just say it and put it out in the open. I don't get it.

So life has been ridiculous and I no longer feel that I can handle things on my own anymore. I get to bottled up with my emotions and I snap and I can't do anything about it ( Read more... )

is it so hard for a day to go by without something bad happening ( Read more... )

Oliver is finally back to sleep. He woke up before 6 and was playing in his basinet and then he screamed for a bottle... and never went back to sleep until just now. I had to 'walk' him to sleep ( Read more... )

Life is just flying by right now and I keep getting hit with curve balls. But I guess that's life. And not all the curve balls have been bad. Life is crazy, emotional, tiring, interesting, and just plain life.

So im rollin with the punches and sittin back relaxing just letting life take its course.