HYere's the thing, life, it hurts. And honesty while the good people profess it to be a cure-all, actually hurts more than the regular old pain of everyday life. So how do you take that step, risk the pain, and go for a shot at...oh i;m drunk aghain. screw it.

The important people in your life aren't the ones you can talk to about anything. It's the ones or one who knows what to say when you tell them anything and the ones who know what you mean when you say "nothing." I am not totally cognizant, p.s.

So I realized today that I am very tired. And that I have very little energy to do what I have to do so that the rest of my life won't suck but I am so tired that surviving is becoming a daily chore requiring most of my efforts on a daily basis. I remember what it used to be like. I remember when I was happy and when people told me how different ( Read more... )

and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year...

There is no other way to explain the current state of affairs in which I find myself other than one simple word: broken. It is broken. I, regrettably, have a broken heart, a broken spirit, a broken faith in the ability of myself to heal. I’m broke and there are times when I worry that maybe the damage is beyond repair. While I would like to ( Read more... )

Music Video:HOW TO SAVE A LIFE (GREY'S ANATOMY VERSION) (by The Fray)

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There is a particular illness that exists in the world, especially prevalent among humans. It is easily diagnosed, symptoms are largely apparent and there is no known cure. Various forms of treatment are available but in truth, the disease must go away on its own. The name of the aforementioned illness… loneliness ( Read more... )

Do you ever get that feeling when you know something bad is about to happen but you don't know what it is and therefore, have no way of preventing it?

Dear Lafayette, I hate you. Love, Chris

During my tenth grade year, my friend made a list of things she loved and things she hated about life. As it came around the time of a death in her family, I inferred that it was a sort of self-imposed personal therapy. Subsequent to that, I would make my own lists whenever I really felt down and needed a pick-me-up, a way to remind myself of why ( Read more... )