I am fed up with the fakeness. I'm tired of yeah we're best friends when... actually thats a complete lie. Don't play games... don't accuse me of playing games. Its all dumb and I'm really fed up with it.

I don't know what to do anymore... the stress is getting to me... i'm cracking...i haven't really slept... i'm always slightly tired...i cry...it leads to headaches...i don't understand...i wish something would be easy... or at least enjoyable...or that sometimes i would get rewarded for work... or that someone would care...i want a home... i want ( Read more... )

I've been used... and now ignored.

What do you do when your entire world seems to fall apart around you? When you can no longer do anything but cry?

What do you do when your supposed best friend blows you off 3 days in a row...

I think I finally get it. I finally understand whats important and what not. I finally understand that some people will never ever ever change (both good and bad ( Read more... )

I have so much to say and no way of saying it. No one to listen to me say it. No one that really understands. Theres people that understand parts, certain parts that I share with certain people, but no one understands the situation as a whole. Maybe its not even a situation, but instead it is just life and I'm putting it off ( Read more... )

Everything is falling apart. I don't know what to do about it. I feel like the tighter I hold on the more it falls, but if i let go then I have no chance at any of it at all. Maybe I need to grab onto something else, but where to find that something else. Maybe i'm trying to hold onto something that is already gone and i just don't realize it ( Read more... )

I like just don't know anymore. Like I really just need to get away from here. Like not necessarily here, just like away from everyone and everything I know. I am stuck in the same patterns. I do the same things over and over again. I make the same mistakes over and over again, and really i need something new. I'm not sure where to get it. ( Read more... )

What is going on? That's my only question, and it applies to just about anything and everything.