Have you ever thought about what it would be like to just walk into the ocean ( Read more... )

אני רוצה ללכאת עכשבץ

i hate boys
and i hate trusting them not to hurt me.
like you did, and the two before you
i feel so used, like throwing up and rubbing my skin raw to get every particle of you off of me

this feeling of anger and frustration and ultimately FREAKING OUT and wanting to vomit?
this self loathing, for being an idiot.
because my day went down the tubes when you said yes
when i started to feel stupid and clumsy

why?  because i'm awesome.  because i don't have to do any work until wednesday night.
because i'm fucking happy.

and cause he likes me back =)

so as much as i hate to admit it, jane austen and i are very, very similar.  I hated pride and predjudice because it just took me so damn long, but now that i think about it, we're very much the same ( Read more... )

and then, driving  down that strip of highway, with the wind in my hair, the sun kissing my cheek and u2 playing, it was okay.  everything was okay because I was okay

you know what?  FUCK HIM
if he's not going to have the balls to stand up and say "sorry i'm not interested" instead of just ignoring me then he can go jerk off somewhere in a corner(preferably by himself and crying)

and now i have a novel idea i need to go work on
 

i thought i had progressed until now.  i was feeling good.  i was HAPPY ( Read more... )

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone ( Read more... )

Don't worry
 At worst it will be late, but it doesn't sound like never 
i hope to god he's right