so i have ( Read more... )

i guess you could say that i was in desperate need of an update. i am not sure what i feel like writing tonight, but i know i feel like writing. i know if i sit here, put on some music, and think, something interesting will come to me. something that can depict the past couple of days; or maybe even weeks. i am not quite sure how long it has really ( Read more... )

i really don't have much time to write, but i know i need to write. i can feel the thoughts flowing through my mind and i just hope i am able to get them all out. i hate losing things ( Read more... )

i know i haven't written anything profound or at least worth reading in the longest time. summer has taken over my life and barely gives me time to breath let alone write what is on my mind ( Read more... )

i really want to update this and write something meaningful, but i can't. i just don't know where to start. i am not in the mood to do anything tonight and i don't know why. i really think its because joe isn't here and i miss him. its not until hes gone that i realize how much i miss him and how much i need him here. this fall is going to suck. i ( Read more... )

i love my boyfriend.

i won at bingo.

my life is awesome right now.

im high on life =).

how is that for an update?

i don't know where the summer has gone. may and june are gone and july has sneaked up again (no -- snuck is not the correct form -- according to mrs. hopkins). i miss the summer already ( Read more... )

so as i sit outside tonight -- my last, sad, lonely night in k-town for the month of june -- i can't stop thinking about a million different hings -- and no, i do not mean that as a hyperbole. i mean that literally -- in every possible way ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated this in a really really ridiculously long time. i am just bad at things like this. i am bad at expressing myself. mainly because i don't know how to do that and what exactly it is that i want to express. well. i am in love. i leave for the beach on saturday. i don't know how that is going to effect me. i have a headache right ( Read more... )

so i am updating, just to make people happy -- well and maybe to make myself happy in the process. my mom is finally going to call my doctor about my back/neck. i can't even sit here anymore without it hurting. ugh ( Read more... )