Where do I see myself in 40 years? Not sure, all I know right now is that I am still in college, 21 years old, living on my own(well for the most part), and I am studying music. It's damn hard for me to succeed, it doesn't come easy. In 40+ years I hope to be traveling the world, playing my saxophone or teaching. I feel like I am growing up too ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I posted here, not much is new though. THe summer was pretty hectic, I was in a motorcycle accident and dislocated my sholder, and bummed up my knee pretty bad. My shoulder still hurts from time to time. Other than that school has been going pretty decently, yet I am still struggleing through some classes and will have to ( Read more... )

....another page in the book of life. Things have gone alright this year for the most part. It's been just another extention of my life, how I go about attempting to solve any problem that I come across. I've been meeting some really wonderful people here lately and I am really enjoying this fact. I've also missed some of my old friends from ( Read more... )

...in the wall. Reading back on some of my journal entries I notice that I seem to only write at times I am at my "worst" I geuss is a way of putting it. Since I really know that nobody ever uses this thing anymore I know that it doesn't matter what I write in it or how said and "suicidal" I may sound. It wont grab anyones attention, yet for some ( Read more... )

....yeah about that...*long pause*...I don't think it's going to work out. I'm not giving up or anything, I am still deeply in love with the idea of one day being a band director and sharing music with everyone, I just fear that when that day comes I will be no good. I can't even get anything higher than a C in my major classes. How am I supposed ( Read more... )

.....but today will be a very long day. Things have been going pretty well since I last posted, mid term week and the week after were pretty hecktic and I wont lie about that one. Music has been going pretty well, and I think I am actualy excited about my jury this quarter. It should go pretty well with just some more practice. Other than that, the ( Read more... )

So far this quarter has been alright, I've said I was going to change majors...umm probably 20 times or more in the last 2 weeks alone. Other than that, I've been bogged down with work, yet at the same time I am trying ignore this work to some extent, and my performance has been lacking. I think my private teacher sees it and is trying to help in ( Read more... )

...the fire alarm went off. I was not to happy, on top of that my roomate didn't wake up, and I had to watch out for Ben as well who had no shoes. I didn't mind really, it was just the fact that I was awake at 3:42 not on my own will. Other than that things have been alright ( Read more... )

...surpriseingly not to bad actualy. All my clases aren't going to be too bad, I just need to stay on top of the work this quarter, and all my practicing. I have noticed though that I am starting to enjoy the weekends a lot more because of all the work I do durig the week, and the busy scheduel that I have. It makes the weekends much more enjoyable ( Read more... )

So the second move in was alright, and I think this quarter will go well dispite...well dispite nothing at all I think it shall be a lot of fun...I don't think their is anything else to say..