go to sleep now you little fool

[swing_time_baby]

Last night I drove way out to Aurora to David's best friend Peter's house. There were nine (9) Russians there and I had super good times smoking and taking shots with them. I even spoke to them in Russian a wee bit. I seriously need to get the music we were dancing to from Nastia, who is waaaaay cool. Since I was meeting everyone and stuff I had a

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[drippedwords]

question: what do you mean by you're in denial of your relationship? sounds like there's more to that then there is in that statement.

by the way, that cracker joke is HILARIOUS!!!! hahaha. master of wits.

and ZACH HAS TOTALLY BEEN AVOIDING YOU. WTF??????????? he completely cut you out of his stupid life!! not that you'd want to be in his new stupid life, but what bullshit. i'm sorry. how do you feel about it?

[swing_time_baby]

ok well maybe not denial, i'm just adjusting from being single to not being single and it's hard. i just realized i wanted to hook up with everyone when i was partying the last two nights, even when he was there. BUT i was drunk, and that's why. i'm just not attached to the relationship yet, even if i'm attached to him.

also, i only tried to contact zach within the past week. the rest of the semester doesn't count because i was avoiding him as well. and it's final and that's what i needed to know. it's nice that he seems like he cares how i feel, even now. i miss the old Zach, i don't really care about having anything to do with the new one, so it's ok.