i can't get over how relaxing they are. i've been so tired lately i haven't been able to notice the beauty in the small things. but i guess i just need some time. i need to take pictures again. i've been too busy with the play and everything i haven't had any time at all. i'm tired. maybe scott will pose for me or something. of course he might ( Read more... )

water is like air to me ( Read more... )

so everyone is telling me to not take him seriously, that he gets like that with newbies. i'm not fucking newbie you fucking sophomore with your stupid hot topic clothes that make you think you're in with the cool kids crowd, which is actually the "i made out with mark" club. anyone who hasn't just isn't hardcore ( Read more... )

i was playing dark alliance II and screwed up like an awesome person and now my game is lost. 10 fucking hours of gameplay. lame ( Read more... )

I have to work today, 9-1. joy. but then...THEN!!! my ska t version 15000000 is coming. awesome. ossum ( Read more... )

this weekend has been amazing. scott and i had several deep, meaningful conversations. they're my very most favorite. we talked about jesus and church and corruption of the church, and genuine=ness of the church. i really enjoyed it. and we decided to take the physical aspect down a notch or two. just because it gets dangerous when you're so deeply ( Read more... )

amber is SO taking today off. yes! my throat's hurting, and i couldn't find my astronomy book, which happens to be my first class. so i went home to search for it and....NO...i DID NOT find it. *cough* so i looked at the time and even if i wanted to go back to school i wouldn't have had time to make it without getting detention. which means amber ( Read more... )

it's me, amber. i'm not dead. i just died a little ( Read more... )

awful. i hate myself lately. especially right now. i suck at life and being good ( Read more... )

i am home. i checked out early to find my mother in an ANGRY state. usually it's the broken bird deal, but this time it was angry. hmm. interesting, eh? i had an ok weekend. machinal is going to state. this is a wonderful thing. i wrote three songs last night. haven't put music to them, so i guess they're just lyrics, but hey, wuteva. i lost my ( Read more... )