Wow, it's been a while.  Let's see... Here are the more important details:

I went to the American Musical and Dramatic Academy (AMDA), I got an apartment where I live with two artists, and Sophie the cat, of course... and I got a boyfriend.  I graduated, I got a real job as an actor, I broke up with the boyfriend I had, and I am currently single... ( Read more... )

Can I just say how happy and excited I am?  I love all my family and friends, and I am so glad that I've been living for this long!

Some of my friendships have failed, and that makes me very sad.

We as people just keep hurting one another.

We are so broken.

God, will you heal us?

I need so badly to be under the shadow of your wings right now.

I am so under prepared for AMDA.

I still need to pay my tuition.

I need leotards, a ballet skirt, a pair of character shoes, and character tap shoes.

I need to get a physical.

I need to buy books.

I need to take off of work on Saturday.
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I need to pay my bill for my credit card.

I need to send the affidavit back so that I don't get charged for the ( Read more... )

Free falling into loving arms ( Read more... )

But I'm a person.  Not an animal, not an inanimate object.  I don't need to be treated like a celebrity or anything, but can we all act like respectable, civilized people for just a second?  Stop speaking to me like I'm the scum of the earth for just a moment and give me some proper customer service.  That is all I ask.  Thank you ( Read more... )

Father, Father, I cry to you
Nothing makes sense,
I need to be renewed

Should I fast or should I pray?
I feel like the biggest failure today
My heart is full of fear
My eyes are filled with tears

I know You are God
I know without doubt
I know You are Wonderful
I know You are in control,

So why do I feel like a wilting flower
Why do I feel like I have no more ( Read more... )

Today was the second day after Quinn left.  Yesterday was unbearable, but today, the load was much lighter.  I think it helped by talking and nearly falling asleep on the phone with her last night.  Tonight it was she that nearly fell asleep on the phone with me.  I do believe that God is watching over us both, and it's His threads that are going ( Read more... )

 Is something special about to happen?  I've been fearful and insecure ( Read more... )

When it all crashes down, and you're battered and scarred
What's a girl to do with a broken heart?
What's a heart to do with a broken girl?