I know I haven't posted in forever, but I need to vent about how I hate having a boyfriend. All they do is cause you stress and pain that you do not need. They take away from time you could spend with your friends and family. My boyfriend wants to be with me 24/7. OMG!!! I mean its great that he wants to hang out with me, but he takes it toooo far.

I hate this town. The only thing exciting is Saturday night swing. But, I am never going to be able to go because every time I even request off in advance, they say "Ashley, you know none of us can close. Im sorry." I hate it so much. And every time I plan on going somewhere or doing something on my day off, something comes up or all of a sudden no ( Read more... )

It feels like I have no future in life. I am working towards maybe going into a career in science and also thinking about other majors. Right now I am mostly taking my basic classes that I need and it pains me everyday to sit in class knowing that when I get out all I have to look forward to is work or cramming some study time in for another class ( Read more... )

Very Very Sad!!!!! I feel like the few close friends I have don't like me anymore. And I don't know why, I mean they seem sooooo very angry at me or they think I'm a complete idiot that they have to talk stupid too ( Read more... )

Wow! I havent updated in a while and a lot has happened in my life since. If you don't know I am not living at my house anymore. I really miss my parents and hope to have them love me once again. I have almost graduated from high school!! I can't wait! Our senior pinning is tomorrow and I get to dress up and look pretty and I can't wait. I feel ( Read more... )

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YAY!!!!! I am having the worst time of my life!!! WAHOO!!!!! I have had my last nerve ( Read more... )

Well I thought of something I thought sounded good as I was just sitting in my room sulking up the time.

Smiles are like makeup.
They both cover things up really well.
The difference is, one deals with emotions and the other blemishes.

Just stay balled up in the corner of the room rocking yourself saying "13 more days...13 more days"

Im a failure. I don't know what to do anymore. It seems that everything I do just causes trouble. Im in some major need of cherring up right now. I mean really depressed and just need someone to talk to. I've never felt this low about myself. I really don't want to post all that happened on livejournal. My IM is Swingurl91.