Okay, so, I know that Cake didn't originally sing this song, but I don't care, it's stuck in my head and I'm humming it in the gift shop at work cos there's no one around. So there.
You know.. I really feel like there's something in particular I should say to you..
.. and it's driving me crazy that I don't know what that is..
.. and you're right, it's really annoying when you keep hearing songs you don't want to hear.. and yet, you can't force yourself to change the station.
Andd.. my heart is breaking. Andd.. I'm a horrible person because I know that his is, too. Andd.. I'm a selfish bitch because even though I feel like this is best for both us, I can't help but wonder if, in the back of my mind, I'm just doing this for myself.
Aaaahh.. I feel infinitely better than the last time I posted. Maybe it's because I FINALLY have a real day off (haven't had one since the 26th) and I got most of my bills paid today AND my apartment is clean AND I have dinner in the oven. Whatever it is, I'm just.. calm. And Zen. Yes, Zen
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