So, my mom came and checked me out of school at like 1:00 pm today to go see the pediatrician. We get there and I am the only teenager in the waiting room so I take a seat for, oh, no less than 30 minutes with 4-5 years olds running around and being obnoxious. They finally take me back to a room and "check me out", then they made me take off all ( Read more... )

My mom set up a pediatrician appointment for me on Monday. I am kind of nervous.

The people in my gym class make me feel so vulnerable. I sit next to this slender-I-guess (but she has like random fat in places and mini lovehandles) gothic girl named Fallon and she's always like, "Yeah, people always call me anorexic, but I'm not." Then there's a girl to my left who always grabs my lunch box and looks in it. Today, ( Read more... )

Sorry for the temporary journal abandonment, I missed you all and your entries! Well, a lot has happened over the last few weeks. Spring break being the number one thing. I decided to go vacationing with my best friend in Sedona, Arizona, so that is how my break was spent. It wasn't as fun as I would have hoped, and I got sunburnt. Her mom ( Read more... )

Spring break is here. It's good to be out of school for a little while, but then again not so much. I get so bored being at home all day. My best friend is going to Arizona, so that crosses out that option, and my other friends are fine in school but I don't really enjoy hanging out with them for extended amounts of time. I constantly have to ( Read more... )

Today in orchestra I was eating a Nature Valley granola bar. My stand partner, Deidre, watched me for a while and then she was like, "Are they making you eat?" I assume her use of the word they she means the guidance counselors. "No." I don't understand why so many people think that I don't eat. Let's be logical here, folks.

Today was another visit to the counselor. I went during orchestra, and I think I will continue leaving that class for these things because it is the least academic besides tech. I really don't like leaving class at all though, and I am kind of paranoid that people know why I have to leave. Mrs. McGinley asked me what I thought of the pamphlets ( Read more... )

I hate my name. I hate saying my name. I hate hearing myself say my name ( Read more... )

I am here at Livejournal due to some recent happenings in my life. For the past three weeks I have been seeing my middle school's guidance counselor or school nurse, sometimes both, on Tuesdays and Thursdays. My mom and dad arranged this because they are worried about my health. Basically, they all think I have an eating disorder. The guidance ( Read more... )