I'm happy. I have been lately and I think (hope) it's going to stay that way. Despite that, I'm still on tenterhooks... That kind of describes my existence: content where I am but always fearing and bracing myself for whatever is coming next.

I wrote a poem today :)

is it sad that I still miss Gunston A LOT sometimes? like right now for instance. I want to go and visit so badly but i'm a sissy and can't go alone and i'm also too scared to call up any of my friends because i know (well i think) that none of them really miss Gunston anymore ( Read more... )

I feel so alone sometimes.

i am a junior in high school. my brother left for college one week ago. two years from now i'll be doing the same. people ask me where i want to go to college, what will i major in, what i want to do when i grow up. when i find myself with no answers, i feel like a failure--not because i expect myself to know what i'll be doing the rest of my life ( Read more... )

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my birthday is on monday.

Candide is a really good book. also very very gross.

i can't WAIT to see Blades of Glory.

new fountains of wayne cd=april 4

i need a haircut.

i kinda can't wait till basketball's over. yeah, it's fun, but it will nice to not be tired all the time, to get to visit gunston, to have time to read, etc. 4 MORE GAMES.

what i'm reading: sense and sensibility
what i'm watching: studio 60 on the sunset strip
what i'm listening to: dreamgirls

jv girls basketball won our game and the wizards won theirs. w00t ( Read more... )